The Panda & Chippy story

Silly baby!

2007-08-06T02:14:00.000-07:00

You're so silly sometimes you make me feel like smacking your head.
Instead, i always land up wanted to hug you tighter each time i get into ur arms, wanna love you even more.

Baby, i'm sorry.
But those dead days back in the office was suffocating, unhappy and pms-sy.
I kept conversations short ("cold" ) was because i knew i was unhappy and i don wanna sound anymore worse to you or even blow up on you. Coz thats the last thing i wanna do. =)

Those days are finally over.
I missed you like crazy over the camp days.
haha.
So happy we get to see each other again.

You're my everything baby.

I love you too.

MUUUUUackss!

Words from my heart

2007-08-01T05:01:00.000-07:00

Baby, I'm suppose to be studying for my paper tomorrow but somehow I can't seem to concentrate. Missing you like crazy.

Baby I wanna thank you,
for your constant support and encouragement throughout my course. You've made this month much more bearable for me.
for putting up with my crankiness all this while.
for being there whenever I needed somebody.
for making me a better man
for Loving me.

Words can't describe my feelings for you.
Love is an understatement.
You still make my heart go wild every time I see you and I never wanna lose you.

Recently somethings been bugging me.
Things kinda felt... different.
You seem pretty cold, sometimes even irritated when we were on the phone.
Maybe its just your work, maybe you had a bad day.
Maybe, maybe, maybe not?
Maybe its due to some periods of tension we had the last couple of days?

I do understand that this "honeymoon period" won't last forever, but everyday I pray that our feelings would not fade along with time. I mean it with all my heart every single time I say "I Love You".

Maybe I'm just being over sensitive, maybe I think too much. I really need to know what you feel baby. Hope that you would be open with me and voice out any unhappiness. Cause I wanna be that perfect boyfriend too. And baby, you are already perfect in my eyes.

This is one of those times where i miss you most and I wanna hold you close.

I Love You.

How can we be so different yet so alike?

2007-07-17T20:37:00.000-07:00

During morning meeting today,
don't know why all i could think about was to blog.
Blog here.

So see what i scribbled on my paper.

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If there's one alphabet i can use to describe my panda, it would be the
alphabet B.

Why?

'Coz B is for Baby
'Coz B is for beautiful
'Coz B is for better. (i'll be better when i get older, rmbr?)

My better half, my baby, my beautiful love.

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Someone's so bad who captures me @ my heart.
Making me think of him so very often.
He has the greatest shoulder to lean on.
One who makes ' I love you' seem inadequate to express what i feel inside.
And 'i miss you' often comes knocking on my mind.

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Baby: hope you're gonna do well in ur upcoming tests/quiz.
i know you can do it.
I love you!

Perhentian Island

2007-06-19T00:57:00.000-07:00

Some Collages i did from picasa. =)

Star Gazing.

Beach moments

The Four of us.

US! =)

Hi baby!
Glad to read ur post.
Post as frequent as you can alrights?
Don worry bout flaws ok?
Everyone has them, me too!
And i love you. =)

I loved the trip too.
We should have them more often.
So we should frugal thru out aye? haha.

i start to know the true meaning not getting enough of each other too!
Hugs tite*

Apologies =(

2007-06-12T08:45:00.000-07:00

A million apologies for my dearest baby...
Baby I'm truly sorry for not being mindful. Everytime I cause these minor injuries my heart aches too. Clumsy me just can't seem to do things right and not forgetting things that i tend to say without thinking.
Baby I'll be trying hard to be more mindful and please bear with me while I try to correct my flaws yeah?
Baby the perhentian trip was wonderful and I've came to realise the more I know you, the more I'm in love you. You've become the meaning of my life. =)

Red for me. Blue for you.

2007-05-21T21:10:00.000-07:00

ok. since its gonna be a lil confusing who is blogging and when.
So we decided that chippy will use red and zj will be using the blue for future entries.

Hmmm.
Over the weekend we went to Marina South Pier with Cher and Dan.
Had a great time together.
All of us.
The sea breeze brushed away all the tiring work we went thru the entire week.

Had so much fun!
Pictures up very soon.

Love you baby!

I'll Be...

2007-05-19T04:48:00.000-07:00

I'll Be - Edwin McCain

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful

Stop me and steal my breath

And emeralds from mountains thrust towards the sky

Never revealing their depth

And tell me that we belong together

Dress it up with the trappings of love

I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips

Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

And I'll be your cryin' shoulder

I'll be love`s suicide

And I'll be better when I'm older

I'll be the greatest fan of your life

And rain falls angry on the tin roof

As we lie awake in my bed

And you're my survival, you're my living proof

My love is alive, and not dead

And tell me that we belong together

Dress it up with the trappings of love.

I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips

Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

And I'll be your cryin' shoulder

I`ll be love`s suicide

And I'll be better when I'm older

I'll be the greatest fan of your life.

And I dropped out, I burned up, I fought my way back from the dead

I tuned in,I turned on, remembered the thing that you said.

And I'll be your cryin' shoulder

I'll be love`s suicide

And I'll be better when I'm older

I'll be the greatest fan of your life

The greatest fan of your life.

Baby, I'll be the greatest fan of your life.

PS: Panda's missing Chippy from 6 stories under. =(

Silly Smile

2007-05-18T20:36:00.000-07:00

This is how panda looks like everytime he reads Chippy's posts.

The first chapter.

2007-05-16T23:55:00.000-07:00

Hi baby!

By now when you officially get to read this.
I can legitimately call you my baby! hur.
I'm writing this even before we are together?
Do you believe how crazy i am for you now?

Though i always seem to be nonchalant but quite some time ago,
my heart already started racing for you.
i started smiling to myself like you did.
i melt inside each time you whisper 'love you' in my ears.

Perhaps you don't seem to know it yet. (as in now)
But its ok. Eventually you will.
Today we finally confirmed the trip.
I'm so excited to go Perhentian with you!
Especially with my other bestie too.

i can't contain my excitement you know?
Seriously, i also don't know what to expect for the surprise you are about to give me.
But i do hope it would happen soon.

argh. soon.
this word that you have been using for all these days.
ok fine.
patience ay?

But sometimes i do feel there is no such need to go to such an extent.
I'm afraid the wait will spoil things.
you noe? sigh.

But anyways, i did this blog in hope for you to start posting entries here.
If u feel a need to let me know anything at all.
okay? hugs*

2007-05-15T02:34:00.000-07:00

~~testest~~ first